As days fall like dominoes in the endlessly flowing river of time, I find myself, at the ripe age of fifty-two, opening an entirely new chapter in the book of life: tantra. I'm no stranger to the exploration of the soul, having been a dedicated yoga instructor for the majority of my life. But tantra, this spiritual practice that fuses physical and metaphysical realms, has truly become a pinnacle of my existence.
Moving from my Mother Russia to the hustle and bustle of New York City, I've discovered the magnificence of the self within this existence that tantra can provide. It offers something that even, dare I say, some yogic principles at times don't fully imbue - a totally free access to the intimate, deep-rooted parts of the self. Tantra can be as revealing as a mirror, casting light on our innermost mysteries. And in this dance of self-discovery, where each rhythm of breath brings about waves of transcendental pleasure, I've found a profound sense of empowerment. It is like a fire, which I now see had been smoldering in my core all along, now stoked to radiant warmth, boosting my confidence in an unprecedented way.
To teach tantra, to share this liberating experience with others, is to truly watch magic unfold. Seeing my students bloom, feeling their energy fields pulse with newfound life, has nurtured a sense of fulfillment in me that I still struggle to put into words. It is a journey of becoming, of shedding inhibitions that once seemed as insurmountable as the Ural Mountains and stepping into our raw, uninhibited selves. Some might reduce tantra to its physical, erotic manifestation. But to me, tantra's true essence finds its brightest expression in its capacity to awaken the spirit, to make us recognize our magnificent potential, to stand tall amidst the worldly chaos.
Such transformative experiences lift our spirits and liberate us from the shackles of the mundane, injecting us with an unshakeable confidence that resonates beyond the confines of the yoga mat. This newfound assertiveness is not about controlling external circumstances; it's about becoming grounded in our internal power, becoming aware of our incredible capacity to create positive change. And while the world might be speeding up, even perhaps leaving us feeling disorientated, tantra gives us the anchorage and peace we need to persevere and truly shine in our unique ways. I believe, with all my heart, that this is a gift everyone deserves to experience, and one I am committed to sharing.  |